Can I stop adulting now?

Please? Can I please just go back home and get a redo on childhood? (except I don't need parents or school of course)...

I'm tired of 12 hour shifts at a mindless factory doing the same. damn. thing.

I'm tired of dealing with complex feelings and relationships.

I'm tired of being so socially inadequate that I don't understand basic concepts of making and maintaining friendships.

I'm tired of trying...so...hard. and still fucking everything up.

I'm tired of working my ass off for nothing.

I'm tired of phone bills, insurance, gas, food, lights, rent, 401ks, HSA accounts that I have to do return of excess papers on or my taxes are gonna be fucked up, TAXES, tests, applications, rules and fees.

I'm tired of pretending that I have any idea what I am doing.

So, to anyone who might speak to me and think that I am weird or awkward...I'm sorry...but everything I know, I have taught myself. I don't know how your world works...4 months ago I was still stuck in my parent's house. Homeschooled. Sheltered. Innocent. Clueless. So if you feel the need to judge me for not being adapted to the world...I'm new to this...and I already want to go home.