I'm a messy person. From how often I change my sheets, to the way I manage money, I'm absolutely wreckless. I fly by the seat of my pants in every aspect of my life and it's lately been getting me in a lot of trouble. I never fill my oil until it's well below the minimum, I don't check my bank account balance before making large purchases (mostly because I keep forgetting my damned password), I speed way too much for my 1999 Dodge Grand Caravan, I stay out way too late for someone who has to wake up for work at 3:30, and recently I've been watching myself fail miserably in so many little ways. I realize that I am just a kid out in a great big world that is ready to swallow me up, and if I come in late for work one more time, I'm going to be swallowed whole.
I have a lot going on, and I'm putting way too high of an expectation on myself for me to ever be able to satisfy my goals; because of this I end up doing all I can, but being the queen of half-assery while I'm at it. I have been trying to be superwoman...but inside, I'm just a little girl who wants to be held.
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